SERIOUS POST –
How did I know I was an alcoholic?
Well, there was the time when I woke up with a palm tree in my bedroom (literally no idea how it got there)! There was the other time I blacked out and ordered some crystal glassware from the Czech Republic online….and the time I was blacked out (again) and woke up the next day to find that I had literally unravelled every one of my cigarettes and placed the tobacco into peculiar piles all over the breakfast bar with little notes in front of every pile with unintelligible scribblings on each note (I SOOO want to know what the fuck I was trying to write! lol) !
I’m an alcoholic, and I’m here for you if you are going through any kind of addiction. Happy holidays.
I plan on spending New Years Eve sober, we’ll see how that goes I guess. But I have to persevere, because I’ve been to the doctors recently, and my liver enzymes are CRAZY high, my liver isn’t in the process of scarring or dying, but it’s working fucking hard, this scared me quite a lot, which has given me some fuel I desperately needed to start my sobriety journey strictly again!
Happy Things to y’all.